Bitch Session
Jul. 5th, 2005 01:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gimmick_gameOkey, stay tuned for a rant if you want one, if not..fuck off.
I'm in a really REALLY bad mood right now. I had every intention of going up to Suncoast today and putting in my application. But when my mom called to wake me up this morning, I told her I was going up there and she starts "but we haven't talked about it yet!" I flat out told her that I AM going tomorrow, whether we talk about it or not, because I have a truck payment to make, therefore I need a job. I had THOUGHT we had talked about it, and come to the conclusion that the student loan we are going to get for me is to pay off my truck that way I can use my wages for rent and bills, instead of just my truck. She thinks i need to find a roomate (even though there is NO ONE other than B I want to live with right now) and junk, and go back to the temp agency. BUT with the temp agency, the only hours i can get is 20, or 40, no inbetween. 20 is too few, and 40 is a bit too much. Plus the fact that I DON'T want to work in an office. I hated it, so much. The beurocracy and backstabbing is a bunch of bullshit. I don't need it. Plus the fact that if I did get a fulltime office job, I'd have to quit in a month when school starts. As it is, the place I want to work I will be able to transfer to a store RIGHT BEHIND MY NEW APARTMENT....
My mom is just pissy because she has to cosign the loan with me. She thinks I will fuck up her credit...umm...NEWS FLASH!!! Her credit was and is sucky because she'd rather make payments late then go without cigaretts for a week, plus the fact that she is a bigger procrastinator than me.... You know why mine is sucky? BECAUSE OF FUCKING LARGO MEDICAL CENTER!!! And my mom not paying my copays for my hospital stays, even though I was FIRED for being in the hospital. So now because of that, my credit isn't good enough to get the loan I need to go to school this year, so I need her.
On the other side of the flack I'm getting is BJ's grandmother. Originally, it was going to be him and I getting an apartment together this year, not only just to be together, but also to help us both out financially, since the dorms are fucking prison cells, smelly, and way to freaking expensive. But alas, his grandmother had a fucking hissy fit, and he caved, saying he'd live on campus one more year. Which fucks me, because I can't afford a dorm, nor could I live in one because I'd prolly go psycho and kill someone, plus I would have to give up my doggie, which isn't happening. We tried to explain to her the fact that it would be cheeper for us to get an apartment together, and we even had another couple set to live with us, until HIS mother went ape shit and threatened to take his car away. So now the two girls are screwed and we have to get apartment's ourselves. Luckily, his gf has tons of scholarships and grants and has no problem paying for her schooling, especially since her mom has no problem helping out. And now, since my mom is being a bitch about not letting me go get my job, BJ's grandmother is on MY case about it. She called me and asked me if I went to the place yet, and I explained to her my mom wouldn't let me, and so she calls B and asks him what he's doing today. Ofcourse he says we are going to see a movie, and she flips saying I was supposed to be job hunting today...RIGHT AFTER I TELL HER WHAT HAPPENED.................. >.< AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! She's really good at those lovely underhanded comments and IT'S PISSING ME OFFF!!!!! I know that it's really close to the anniversary of Debbie's passing, but STILL..... OMFG. This is fucking insane. And poor B is going nuts living there and having his grandparents dote and not take no for an answer. His grandpa is so sweet, but really stubborn. You could say you're not hungry and walk out and there will be food waiting for you that he went out of his way to get, just to have something to do. And his grandmother and her underhanded comments are getting to both of us. I know BJ talked about not getting married until after college, but at this point I want to just elope so he can get away from them, but then they'd somehow screw it up and he wouldn't be able to go to med school.
It's days like this that I really wish Debbie was still here. She was the ultimate voice of reason in that family. If she said no to something, she had a damn good reason. Bobbie thinks that she wanted B to live on campus throughout college, just cus she wanted him there the first year. This is driving me insane................ugghhhhhhhhh...
Sorry about the rant, but this is my journal and I needed to get it out. I'm going to go get the patterns i need for Riza this afternoon, and take out some stress by watching Mr. and Mrs. Smith with BJ, spending time with him and sewing.
I'm in a really REALLY bad mood right now. I had every intention of going up to Suncoast today and putting in my application. But when my mom called to wake me up this morning, I told her I was going up there and she starts "but we haven't talked about it yet!" I flat out told her that I AM going tomorrow, whether we talk about it or not, because I have a truck payment to make, therefore I need a job. I had THOUGHT we had talked about it, and come to the conclusion that the student loan we are going to get for me is to pay off my truck that way I can use my wages for rent and bills, instead of just my truck. She thinks i need to find a roomate (even though there is NO ONE other than B I want to live with right now) and junk, and go back to the temp agency. BUT with the temp agency, the only hours i can get is 20, or 40, no inbetween. 20 is too few, and 40 is a bit too much. Plus the fact that I DON'T want to work in an office. I hated it, so much. The beurocracy and backstabbing is a bunch of bullshit. I don't need it. Plus the fact that if I did get a fulltime office job, I'd have to quit in a month when school starts. As it is, the place I want to work I will be able to transfer to a store RIGHT BEHIND MY NEW APARTMENT....
My mom is just pissy because she has to cosign the loan with me. She thinks I will fuck up her credit...umm...NEWS FLASH!!! Her credit was and is sucky because she'd rather make payments late then go without cigaretts for a week, plus the fact that she is a bigger procrastinator than me.... You know why mine is sucky? BECAUSE OF FUCKING LARGO MEDICAL CENTER!!! And my mom not paying my copays for my hospital stays, even though I was FIRED for being in the hospital. So now because of that, my credit isn't good enough to get the loan I need to go to school this year, so I need her.
On the other side of the flack I'm getting is BJ's grandmother. Originally, it was going to be him and I getting an apartment together this year, not only just to be together, but also to help us both out financially, since the dorms are fucking prison cells, smelly, and way to freaking expensive. But alas, his grandmother had a fucking hissy fit, and he caved, saying he'd live on campus one more year. Which fucks me, because I can't afford a dorm, nor could I live in one because I'd prolly go psycho and kill someone, plus I would have to give up my doggie, which isn't happening. We tried to explain to her the fact that it would be cheeper for us to get an apartment together, and we even had another couple set to live with us, until HIS mother went ape shit and threatened to take his car away. So now the two girls are screwed and we have to get apartment's ourselves. Luckily, his gf has tons of scholarships and grants and has no problem paying for her schooling, especially since her mom has no problem helping out. And now, since my mom is being a bitch about not letting me go get my job, BJ's grandmother is on MY case about it. She called me and asked me if I went to the place yet, and I explained to her my mom wouldn't let me, and so she calls B and asks him what he's doing today. Ofcourse he says we are going to see a movie, and she flips saying I was supposed to be job hunting today...RIGHT AFTER I TELL HER WHAT HAPPENED.................. >.< AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! She's really good at those lovely underhanded comments and IT'S PISSING ME OFFF!!!!! I know that it's really close to the anniversary of Debbie's passing, but STILL..... OMFG. This is fucking insane. And poor B is going nuts living there and having his grandparents dote and not take no for an answer. His grandpa is so sweet, but really stubborn. You could say you're not hungry and walk out and there will be food waiting for you that he went out of his way to get, just to have something to do. And his grandmother and her underhanded comments are getting to both of us. I know BJ talked about not getting married until after college, but at this point I want to just elope so he can get away from them, but then they'd somehow screw it up and he wouldn't be able to go to med school.
It's days like this that I really wish Debbie was still here. She was the ultimate voice of reason in that family. If she said no to something, she had a damn good reason. Bobbie thinks that she wanted B to live on campus throughout college, just cus she wanted him there the first year. This is driving me insane................ugghhhhhhhhh...
Sorry about the rant, but this is my journal and I needed to get it out. I'm going to go get the patterns i need for Riza this afternoon, and take out some stress by watching Mr. and Mrs. Smith with BJ, spending time with him and sewing.
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Date: 2005-07-05 06:38 pm (UTC)Sorry that you have work.money/parental problems. That just sucks. I have no good advice, mostly because I don't give it cause it ends up being bad. So how about I just supply a nice EdWin icon for your enjoyment to feel better and don't stree out!
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Date: 2005-07-05 11:08 pm (UTC)and if i didn't rant i'd prolly go on one of those mad rampages....or some junk.. lol
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Date: 2005-07-06 04:10 am (UTC)Glad EdWin could help. It always helps *_*
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Date: 2005-07-06 04:33 am (UTC)EdWin always brightnes my day....
RoyEd makes me mad.... XP